I can definitely NOT wait to go on our cruise in March. We leave in 42 days. Im so excited cuz there is so many of us going. And each couple gets their own rooms so I wont have to put up with Loryls psychoticness when I come into the room late ( Read more... )

So the end of Summer is pretty much being drowned out by rain, pretty much sucks that its just about over. There was a lot of things I thought I would do this Summer that I didnt. I wish I could change a lot of things. But I guess there is a bunch of worthwhile shit that happened too ( Read more... )

So I just read my last entry, and holy shit a lot has happened since then. So I have a job, Im a security guard for northeast utilities, straight ass job, cuz i do nothing and get paid decent for my job description. Today is pretty sweet cuz some mix ups happened with the security manager goin on vacation and she set it up so that someone was ( Read more... )

I never write in here anymore, cuz i never know whats safe for people to know and whats not. But I need to get some shit off my chest and I guess livejournal is safer than a blog on myspace. So here I go. Why is it that you can feel completely in love with someone, like you couldnt even imagine being with someone else, leave for a week, meet a ( Read more... )

yeah so ummm...I used to just be a loser...but NOW, im a loser with a license :) everythings pretty good. One week til Senses Fail..2 Weeks til I leave for vacation...And somewhere in between is 3months and Valentines Day..nice. I have to go clean my house before my mother has a heart attack, and i hope that soon enough i will be insured on her car ( Read more... )

fuck this piece of shit gay day, and fuck every mother fucker that intends to fuck me over, its finally official, i do not have the patience in me to deal with ignorant people. I can not let things slide anymore, i can NOT bite my tounge anymore. I cant stand this fuckin bullSHIT

Fuck gay shit.

Ive been depressed before. But never this bad. Ive never felt like this. Im honestly so scared. I need help.

Im so lonely..ugh, i hate it. I wish i could drive, so at least i would be able to occupy myself. Theres so many things i wanna be doing, but im always just waiting on other people to have time for me. I wanna go out, and chill and have fun, and know that theres always someone there for me. But instead i sit here, trapped by these 4 walls, staring ( Read more... )

im gay and so is everyone else