I got what I want, so why am I not happy?

[green_irish_eye]

Maybe I am not happy because I have all of these damn hormones rushing through my body like it is a play ground for the whole country

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[sullivan1971]

I wish i could make things better. If all of the love I feel for you could do it I would or even if by me going away would make it better I would. Maybe I should anyways but I think that you need me in some odd way. Maybe that is my ego talking lol. I pray yes I know I pray for you to be happy. I ask that it be from me but most of all I want you to be happy. I dont fit in this no matter how bad I want to. Tell me if there is anything you want me to do, you know that I will do it becuase you have that effect on me. I am not sure I am gonna read this anymore because this is for you and I dont think I want to know more at least not this way. I don't ever want to hurt you and maybe that is why I didnt pursue things differently. hugs kisses and love always,
Me

one more thing

[sullivan1971]

beware of getting everything that you want. you may find out that it isnt really all that you wanted after all. Life is funny that way.....