it's been more than 2 months, i love my boyfriend.

tomorrow i will be getting up like it is a normal school day and go to school to take the S.A.T. which yesterday i found out that i had lost my ticket in my blackhole of a book bag. At first the missing ticket did not pose as a problem because I could just get on my collge board account and print off another one. Unfortunately for my i had forgot ( Read more... )

el jay doesn't matter much to me anymore i think i might be letting you go soon.

last past couple days i have spent alot of time with scottie. he is so great. things just seem too great.

Today absolutely sucked. First of all the snow skipped over my county, second boys are the most confusing thing ever, third it's almost 5 and i have eaten alot of food today, fourth this really cute FRESHMAN at school thinks i'm hot, fifth Scottie just called and wanted to do something tonight after 9 (user), sixth i'm suspcious so i call people ( Read more... )

The other night at the Beloved show was pretty good...saw alot of people I knew but not alot of the bands. Thanks to Scottie I got to see Beloved play "Kiss It Goodbye". He asked me to dinner on Sunday, but my throat really hurts today. I went to see meet the Fockers with Patrick yesterday, he is such a sweet guy. Kelly told me about a bunch of ( Read more... )

just got my tix for the last beloved show. i need to go find some 10 gages tomorrow. going to spend the night a kelly's tonight. i love my kelly. i saw scottie at borders yesterday but i was to afraid to talk to him i'm so mad at myself right now and i think i ran a redlight on the way there eeepp! i want to get my septum pierced... my old folks ( Read more... )

Dear Santa ( Read more... )

there wasn't anyting good to make this past week good. i picked up a job application form to work at the record exchange but lyle just told me that you have to be 18 to work there so i guess i'm not getting a job. i thought i better get a job since i have no life, so as of now i still have no life.

also. every since i have become more devoted to you God terrible shit has happened to me but that doesn't mean that i'm not going to go to church anymore or that i'm not going to pray for the people that i love or that i'm not going to think of you any less. i just don't understand why this is happening. this is just a bunch of bullshit.