This weekend has been especially trying. If it weren't for my trip tomorrow, I'm pretty sure I'd have gone mad by now ( Read more... )

Still working at Kelly's, under new management which has been a blessing so far. The only reason I continue to go to work everyday is because of the people that sit at the bar that I'm lucky enough to get to talk to each and every day. Seriously: so many amazing people. I could write a book about them, and have each of their lives be a different ( Read more... )

i spend hours staring at a blank wall. or a bright computer screen in a dim room.

it's over i keep telling myself. just get over it.

i'm not myself anymore. i hide in my bedroom. i'm alone all the time. i'm moody. depressed. i snap at people. i'm annoyed by everything. i go to my parents to cry. my life is over.

my life is over. it's comforting ( Read more... )

i've developed the perfect plan to extract revenge on wrongdoing individuals.

it's killing three birds with one stone.

and even if that plan somehow fails, the failure is a success in a competely non-vengeful way.

oh, i'm good.

your autumn sweater
you wore so well in winter.
will you spring pimp it?

hope, bespectacled?
it's still a glimmer of light.
the fool I'll not play.

i like you.

you act like you like me too.

if it's math you're looking for, it adds up.

so what the hell are we waiting for?

not too long ago, this thing used to be my sandbox. i'm young! i'm young! i'm impressionable! this stuff should be flowing out of me -- i should still be making dope rhymes, the juices should mean everything, i shouldn't have to think anymore, it should be like senior year again when this kind of stuff made sense and i could not make sense and have ( Read more... )

with my parents about to move in July, it seems a three-pronged fork lies ahead of me ( Read more... )

I'm going to Eastern Germany & Prague, bitches ( Read more... )