He'll never understand. He'll never care.

Hell, he didn't even say I love you back.

I'll just get my heart broken....again.

Does he really give a shit at all?

Guess nothing I say matters anyways...at least online.

Well, I want to write a happy thought

Just for him

And if he thinks that this is because he said something...he may be partially right.
But he should also know that I want to make him happy..so very much.
I love him with all of my heart and I'd never want to hurt him
All I want for him to do is be there for me and love me like he does
and maybe a ( Read more... )

To anyone who ever tries to go into my account again...

I will rip out your fucking testicles, asshat.

To everyone else...

Sorry for that.

Simple words we never knew ( Read more... )

Puahahaha

I am going crazy with the music....I swear I'll make myself have 20 gigs of music after this, much thanks to the Nee-chan!! Much loves to her and Sarah-neechan <3<3<3<3 ( Read more... )

OMG! I haven't heard this song in so long ( Read more... )

Oh, and one happy thought...I got a 2000 on my SAT!! From a 1760, hell yeahs ^^

My SAT Coach was a happy happy man when I called him today. That made me feel good.

And I need at least one ego booster ya know? :)

Ugh...
I hate how everytime I think everything's good and perfect...
it ends up that was just a shell that covers the unhappiness and tears...

"Did I disappoint you?
Or let you down?"

"Seeing my tomorrows in your eyes
I was swept away..."

I'm going to miss you so much, love < 3