Anyways I'm laying green_wizard down to rest. I'm gonna copy the emtire thing so i can look back at al the dumb shit i have said. Still need a rant page so im making seperate journal just to store the shit that pours form my mind. You know, lay me bare so you can say " OMG I WOULD NOT LET THAT MAN ANYWHERE NEAR MY CHILDREN!" or soem shit like that ( Read more... )

You can't get out of this life alive ( Read more... )

Journals are the bane of my soul, this one in perticular. It just tugs at my being till its all striped away and all thats left is a bare skelton with a large quirving mass contained in its rib cage. I don't quite know whats in there, could be jello or some sort of rotten fruit, all I know is it is in no way edible. Than I would have to put on a ( Read more... )

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William Gibson
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I had that dream where the two figures with the bat and knife kill me and some girl. This time the bat craked into the back of my head again nad again till most of my brain is on the ground infront of my eyes. The pain dulls as the bat lands on the back of my neck and fall face first in my own grey matter. I can't move my head but I can see them ( Read more... )

Everything about her was perfect. Her hair hung just right and her nose was an immaculate support for her glasses, mirrored and a perfect match for her face. The oval lenses reflected a broken world, one in which two strangers meet for the first time. In her glasses I saw myself. Due to its size my jean jacket hung low on my meager frame, its ( Read more... )

your mind is where you dattle and talk to your self when you know nobody understands your fucking crazy.

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Life expectancy for amles born 1986 in B.C. is 73 years. One forth of my life is passed. The next 18 years, 18 to 36, are supposed to be the best. If this is the beggining of the best stretch of my pittyfull existence I want you to kill me now. My guts throb to the ever loud beat of my heart. The blood pumping feverously to keep this frail ( Read more... )

I was lying on Mikes couch watching him and Makr play Starwars:BattleFront when I realized how much I enjoy spending time with my friends. Its so relaxed just sitting by and sharing bad jokes. Plus if was funny as hell to watch Mark shot jawas as they ran round screaming in their midget dialect. Silly jawas. I relized that when I relax the world ( Read more... )