*yawns* man i am so tired... i went 2 rachelles bday party sleepover thingy.. it was pimp shit but kinda hard cuz ugh.. rachelles bf joel was there and he loves that grl sooooooooooo much but all she can think about is kyle and how much she misses him and wishes he felt the same about her. i think she shouldnt take how much joel loves her 4 granted ( Read more... )

havent updated in 4ever AGAIn. myspace URL:http://www.myspace.com/shuddupnkissme69 or jus go 2 "search"-"email"-"allmylove_69@yahoo.com". yepp. i need more friends on there since i NEVER use LJ anymore. i suck. life sucks. love sucks. freakin Joe has a gf... mimi..*glares evily ( Read more... )

look im updating WHHOOOOOO. yay. well me and rigel r most def donzo..um yeah got asked out by blake and back out by kyle since then oh yeah and ryan (iv prolley mentioned him in here b4) totally came back and yeah got a lil "involved" w/him *winks* but nvm yeahhh my bday is 2morrow SCORE im excited. i really like this kid in my gym.. well im in ( Read more... )

i just got a sadening email from fred...ugh everyone hates me since me and kyles break up...i feel so horrible. i think i really did love him but fn Alex..what happened there makes me freaked out 2 love again. i cant possibly go thru that again..btw gots a new man.. rigel. hes a freshman. HUGE druggie ive come 2 learn..whatevs. we hardly even talk ( Read more... )

what comes before part-B???.......part-A!!!!!!!!!! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh ( Read more... )

god im so alone :( no one ever updates but me anymore and my 'friends' page is the same every....single....day.... BLAHHHH boring. *sighs and lays down in comfy bed* well carmen is the only one who loves me she always comments and u guys should know how comments make me feel: *warm fuzzies*. but yeah. it seems like all the important ppl in my life ( Read more... )

well im back from good ol' Branson, Missouri!! lmao i sorta have this southern accent thing goin on and no one better make fun of me... lol its sounds funny when i say "hot dog" lol. well its not that noticeable only one person, veronica (roo) pointed it out and my friend heather comes up and goes "hey sarah wanna HOT DOG???" then pokes me real ( Read more... )

okay ... i think i know what 2 do. its over. it has 2 b. i love him...well i like him but idk...i need a break. 2 b SINGLE. no kyle, no toby, just me. being tied down 2 a committed relationship is not helping me see things any clearer. i hope we can still be friends... for the time being. i definitely wanna try it out w/him again..once im more sure ( Read more... )

heeelllooo. well um im just in a really fd up mood right now. me and kyle have been on the rocks lately he dont trust me and ummmm 2 tell the absolute truth...he prolley shouldnt. idk i told him the truth..ya i like toby and a few other choice ppl that shall remain un-named, HONESTY IS THE BEST POLICY when it comes 2 relationships..am i right?! one ( Read more... )

whats up??! uh notta lot here.....im leavin 4 missouri on the 13th which is also me and kyles 1 month anniversary. ill b back on the uh..17th? idk somewhere around there. i was soo confused cuz me and kyle started going out on tuesday september 13th and exactly 4 tuesdays (weeks) from then would b october 11th and so i was thinkin that the 11th is ( Read more... )