Ok so.I've been in the hospital for a few days due to a blood clot in my left leg.......again. The last time this happened was in September 2008. I was in the ER the other day from 2:30. to 10 pm. The nurses don't exactly let me sleep and I'm tired of the near constant needle jabs ( Read more... )

Well where to start....I am working on my second semester of school/ I have started group sessions at my local mental health clinic. Oh and I am moving in a few months. I'm getting my own place this time. Nervous as hell but it should be better than my current living arrangements. If anyone has tips for me, feel free to share them. I'm on a time ( Read more... )

Well, I'm in school now, going for my Associate in Arts degree and I've already been overwhelmed by a class. It really annoys me that this class is so difficult yet I HAVE to take it. I would be much better off without this class. It just causes tons of unnecessary stress. The only good thing is that I only go to this class once a week, on Tuesdays ( Read more... )

UGH I was SOOOO tired but now I can't sleep!!!!! I hate that!!!! I was on my feet all damn day and now I can't fucking sleep!!!! Why me? I am on my laptop blaring Bella's Lullaby from Twilight hoping it will lull me to sleep. So far it isn't working. Just my luck. I run around the college all day, get tired, then WHOOPS insomnia kicks in! Please ( Read more... )

Well Dad is in the hospital. His heart rate, oxygen level, and blood pressure are low. I am worried as hell. They will be doing a stress test tomorrow. I don't know what to do anymore. Advice would be much appreciated.

Well life has gotten somewhat better. I have been doing normal things. At the moment I am watching New Moon. I have yet to finish the book. I am sgning up for school and looking forward to starting. I am still not sure what classes to take yet. I am hoping my mentor can help there. I will update more soon. Right now I need to get some sleep. Night ( Read more... )

I just don't know what to do anymore. Nothing ever goes in my favor and quite frankly I am sick of it. Everything always works out for everyone else but never for me. I can;t even be in love without being told its wrong. What the fuck can I do?