well its like this i get lied to im in the middle and since i want the truth im the leir well i dont get it today i got told dont have friends or g/fs just have aguatinces which isnt a bad idea i also got told i should just go out and find pussy but im not like that i wanna wife i wanna have a family thats close to perfect well i hasd the rest of ( Read more... )

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well i found out yesterday u cant trust anyone not even the one u love my whole body is numb im hallow inside what little of a heart i had is gone find a piece on the floor u can have it cause im not fixing it but i think im used to it im the person who didnt even do anything wrong this time but im still a jerk a bitch a lier a stupid mother fucker ( Read more... )

damn its been awhile feels just like yesterday i dont even know what the fuck im talking about but owell something normal i woke up this mornig to a gashed ear bleedin everywhere on the walls the tv the ceilin me my dad mom cats il sis then i died and shit like that blah blah blah gabe said sex cant be romantic but she dosent know for herself so ( Read more... )

yea we started new classes today and my luch isnt the same as gabes this time and it suck i miss her so much during lunch but o well i guess

yea the other day gabe took me to school then she stayed at my house for awhile yea it was fun real fun i wish we could have more times like that but her dad hates me so its only occasionally but o well

yea went to school took my last exam so i aint gotta go back to school till next week hopin tom and gabe can come over to chill but if gabe comes tom has got to go lol well im really bored and needin nicotine so im goin to go get some peace out bitches

well yea gabrielle came by yesterday before work and well she got me a lil hot and ive joined jeff in being more christ like and its really hard man i cant whack off or smoke or dip and its crazy b/c its so hard but it will make me a better person and b/f even if gabrielle isnt changing with me

yeah i justin was over here we never went to sleep till 6:30 watched the magic school bus passed out woke up a 12 somethin mom and dad had left so it was time to skate but justins to damn lazy so fuck him lol but then gaberielle came over and we chilled im pretty pissed b/c my new board broke on the first trick a kickflip a fucking kickflip damn ( Read more... )