Sometimes life can be really cruel and unfair and sometimes it seems like maybe you can't keep going. I think suicide is on more peoples minds these days than people admit. I think suicide is bullshit just to get things clear. So with that option gone, the only thing left to do is to keep pushing through. Even when it feels like your pushing ( Read more... )

Party tomarrow night, happy birthday little john

Myspace can suck a nut.

Congrats to Jared and Amanda and thier new baby boy.

Im just bored

well its been a very very long time since i even set eyes on this evil website of my collected sad and angry feelings. In all honesty, livejournal scares me because I let my darkest feelings on this page and its hard to realize some of the things that it helps me come to terms with. I feel right now i need it, so here it goes one more time ( Read more... )

I'm really thinking about moving to orlando with my friends and just leaving this stuff behind. I really need something new, this town is dragging me down and im bored as hell. The only thing is if i do leave, i give up my dreams and go against everything i believed and stood up for. Its a big decision.

I want a captain N belt

I want to finish our damn CD

I wanna write songs as good as Billie Joe does

I want the fall of capitalism to come

I hate having a car. You might think that sounds crazy becasue i know how much people obsess over having them and how everyone thinks its so cool, but i hate it. Too much responsibility goes with having one. My tires are all screwed up so i gotta buy new ones. 600 frickin dollars. I hate getting gas. I also hate driving with a bunch of slow ( Read more... )

Friday night was the best show we have ever played. I had the most fun I have had in the last 2 years. Thanks for everyone for comming out, it was nice having everyone together again ( Read more... )

sorry for the last couple crazy entries. Major shit was going down in my life and i went temporary crazy. Things are better now and im staying sane.

Divorce? wow, i gotta move out as soon as i can, enough of this bullshit

Lets see how long I can go, cross your fingers