Apologies are the tears of a shameful soul

[greeneggs_ham]

It's funny how you can be so close to people and then find yourself so far apart you can't remember how you got there. i can never find people that will just stay with me, they all just leave. and i'm afraid to be alone. i kwo i do it to myself sometimes i didn't used to but trying to hold on to something has an oppisit affect. we are all so

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[forever_remedy]

roxanne i wanted to call you today to talk to you about it one on one but couldnt find the words to say what i felt like saying and also was really afraid it would come off the wrong way

[greeneggs_ham]

you're not a bad friend you are a good one. saturday was messed up and it really had nothing to do with you or anyone. the comment was made so erin was aware that her nieghbores were spying A LOT on us and i wanted her to make sure that is waas during that time incase shewaas going to get into trouble. Hell i would have said if i was smoking too. You know me who am i to judge anyone doing weed it's a weekly event for me ;) it's not for the fact that i think you guys are going to leave town it's more as time goes on no one hangs out some people don't want to hang with this person or the other. it's just sad

[forever_remedy]

"are going through worse shit"

you cant label or rate what is more heavier situation, we're all different and somethign that ruins your day and makes you upset might not be the same thing that gets someone else upset but that dosent mean your emotions dont merit.

everyone has their own battles to conquer, its taken me awhile to learn that yah maybe someone will go through something huge and someone else might go through something totally different which dosent seem as grand but the two events impact the two people just the same.....

just cause somepeople might be going through some big shit dosent mean your shit isnt big either roxanne, just like how you giggle and tell me all the awesome things, you can tell us whats bothering you. its impossible to be there for someone when you dont know whats up.

and believe you me, i want to be there.