It's funny how you can be so close to people and then find yourself so far apart you can't remember how you got there. i can never find people that will just stay with me, they all just leave. and i'm afraid to be alone. i kwo i do it to myself sometimes i didn't used to but trying to hold on to something has an oppisit affect. we are all so ( Read more... )

So it was my birhtday yesterday and i had the best time ever! it was an all around awesome day! started out all relaxy by just chill at home. got presents from my parents, which were really bitching! they were no frying pan but what can you do? i gots me a new tv with a built in dvd player, the movie sideways (which i hear is amazing) and some ( Read more... )

Just when life seems to be headed forward you find yourself at a standstill! ah well. i cna't say that things are going good, they aren't exactly bad but whatever ( Read more... )

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well i believe that that is all she wrote on the hope that was there for a relationship for moi. yes as many of you probably predicted i am once again standing alone waiting for a boy to say what he was never going to say in the first place. i knew it was coming deep down and i know i sadi it but there was this part of me that didn't want to ( Read more... )

Had a pretty awesome day today! got to sleep in super late and be alzy all day! though i meant to go to the gym and didnt' get to it. whatever i'll make up for it later. I wanted to get something new for my b-day something hot! so i got amanda to come down to stvital and help me pick something out. i didn't find anything :( though i did try on ( Read more... )

It's fast on it's way! MY 19th BIRTHDAY!

*Saturday April 9th

*The Lid Night Club

*Anytime before 10 (if you want to get in)

*Anyone can come

So you'd all better be there!

You know you see it on tv or in comics but do you ever think that it would actually happen in really life. well it happen today to me. i bet you're all thinking omg what happened well i'm going to tell you. i was at the mall shopping for a b-day present for suzie. i was all done and headed back to my car which was parked by the bay. i was ( Read more... )

( pics from amanda, britt and roxii )

well the call came 3 days late and the excuse was lame, and well it wasn't really a call but a text ( which was the intial message anyway) but it's all good right. it's funny how i was alomst crying in public than ten minutes later i was walking on air, i know it's lame and totally girly of me but i can't help but smile. it was pretty much a ( Read more... )