I can no longer have this. GOODBYE ALL.

I recently changed my mind about this whole thing and from here on, it's FRIENDS ONLY.

I've made up my mind. Yup it's all made up. I'm going to be an international super model and my sister will be my designer. And I'm buying my dad the pimpest speed boat you've ever seen because I'll be able to and he wants one. Oh and also, in high school I'm going to be one of the cutest little sluts you've ever seen. You just watch...

My birthday is in 9 days. I hate this current confusion. Theres gonna be something big and then maybe she'll realize. My life has officially changed FOREVER.

The other night my mother and i got into yet another fued. This time it was about how she says my sister screwed up her own life by moving out and about how my mom says she doesnt need to buy me clothes. Also about how i'm mental and distorted because of the people i hang out with. After the fight i went outside to talk on the phone and then the ( Read more... )

I'm sick of my mom and her fucking lying. She told me she would get me food beofre she went shopping and guess what? shes shopping and i dont have my food. One time she told me she was going to walgreens. 2 hours later she came home and told me she was going to walgreens now. fuck her. i lie to but none of it affects her and i only do it to save my ( Read more... )

My birthday is in 13 days. yay

My brother is crying in pain right now and my mother is trying to take him to the hospital. He's now screaming that he's going to kill himself and that he doesn't want to go anywhere. What a fag.
I kissed someone last night and it was my first time. I also got wasted and it was one of the funnest times of my life. More to come later.

I don't want to be here.

I have 91 entries so far. Including this one, its 92

I'm in the mood to kill. Seriously. I've been thinking about people dying and how I would feel if they died. There are some people who if I think about their disappearance too much I start to cry. But there are others who don't even phase me. I never imagined that my life would be like this. I never thought I would hate my mom so much. I never ( Read more... )