wow, i havent written in this in forEVER!!!!!!! so, my year has had its ups and downs, europe is fun and awful and exciting and perfect all at the same time. i'm starting my junior year and im excited, new classes, new clothes, new music, new expiriences, new friends, new plays, new musicales, new boys!!!!!! (hahah and new favorite mixed drinks...? ( Read more... )

ok. so out of no where, i decided to try out for the high school play. it was a 14 cast play and 40ish ppl tried out. AND I GOT A LEAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

i stole this ( Read more... )

i hate living here i hate it ihate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it ihate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it ihate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it ihate it i hate it i ( Read more... )

so pretty much this week sucked so much. i dont what it is, he makes me cry so much. i'm scared of getting hurt and all i do is complain. i dont understand him at all sometimes. he's like this closed locked book thing.
and in a week we'll have been going out for 3 months. and today he heard me really really yell at my dad when we were on the phone ( Read more... )

soo...mary kate is done visiting...it was super fun but also super werid. it wasnt that she was werid, marykate is exactly how i left her. its me whose different...being around her for a couple days has kinda shown me how i have changed since i've been here...i dont know its just that i dont have any girls to talk to and none of them are like the ( Read more... )

marykate is oficially coming in EXACTLY.ONE.WEEK!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WE'LL GET YOU WORMY WERMERS ahahahahaha
( Read more... )

so i guess me and kayla are on the same wavelength because, for lack of a better grouping of words, i'll settle on this cliche and say that i dont really know who i am right now. i mean, i know who i am. but i'm confused i guess.

i dont know,  i was talking with scott and i was like yeah wait till you see me and marykate with eachother, i am such ( Read more... )

i talked to marykate on the phone yesterday. it was awesome. we talked about boys and stupid stuff and things that im missing out. hahahaha.
so today was werid...i didn't see scott like, at all and then when i did he made me sad. i mean, i was pissed off but i didn't want to tell him why because i knew that i would sound like this pathetic ( Read more... )

So pretty much i thought i met some cool girls but they turned out to be not so cool... this weekend i went to paris for a sports race and it was so fun...then i hun gout with scott which is something i am so in love with...stop me from liking him so much. AHHHH. marykate comes in 15 days!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHH THATS LIKE 2 WEEKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!