i am so in love... :)

how can you express the feeling like you want and need to start sobbing but cant. and that you hate today and everything here and wish you never met that person because now you're attatched to this place and its going to be harder to leave at the end of the year.

i want to fucking come home.

it felt so good to see him today. sooooooooo insanely good.

( i'm so in love... )

south africa was awesome. hopefully when i get my webshots up and running you can see the pictures.

( theres plenty of time left..can i spend it all with you? )

SOOO...

today im leaving for south africa :)

last night chester ran away, and its the next day and we havent found him. im freaking out.

i tried out for honor choir (like districts) so thats cool

last night scott came over and we hung out and he helped me look for chester and we played cards and i so schooled him at eygptian ratscrew. hahahaha.

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so sadie hawkins was so much fun. sooooo muucchh fuunn. and he is amazing. god like, it sounds so corny and stupid, but i am SOO LUCKY. i just want to scream ohmigodohmigodohmigodohmigodohmigodohmigodohmigodohmigodohmigodohmigodohmigodohmigodohmigod please dont let me go and fall from way up here in the sky

( its just like heaven )

like omigod, andrea. arent you sooo excited for sadie? omigod ya'll are gonna have such a super awesome time! you and scotty..OMIGOD y'all look soooooo cute together!!!               like, omigod. please shut the hell up and GAG ME while you're at it. thanks hun!

i am sooo begining to see the wicked big difference between girls from massachusetts ( Read more... )

oh my god. im going to south africa in 8 days. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHand marykates coming in 46 days and its 46 days till my birthday. and me and scott have been going out for  (: a month on the 12 of october :)

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i just fell upon a bunch of old emails from akoris@comcast.net. mary kate sent me this. wow.

( vair deep stuff mk taught me )

i am so scared of liking him. i hate this! because i'm already insecure and stuff because i'm in a whole new school and a whole new country with no one to really talk to but my sister. caitlins been soo cool i can talk to her about anything. and she really trusts me too. which is so awesome. but the thing is, i'm already insecure at this new place ( Read more... )