I got a job interview...the job's in Portsmouth, if I like it I'm gonna move out there. I dunno, being out on the coast would be fun, alot more to do than here. Maybe this is my chance to start over...to get away from the pain. I can't get a job around here, mostly for stupid reasons. Gonna get my license and take off...ha...I like the sound of

So now I have no job, no car (or license) and I'm running out of money...I really don't want to get a job.

I got a puppy last monday, a Shitzu named Baxter. So for the past week ive just been cleaning piss and shit out of the rug.
I miss her so much lately, I dunno why. I thought it would get better, but its not...I don't know what the hell I'm doing.

Got back from camping, gotta play an hour long show tomorrow, but I'm feeling a little better...Not alot but it's better than nothing ( Read more... )

Not even on my last day could she be nice to me...what the fuck...they were so mean to me that I really want to kill myself. It's not worth it anymore...this world and all it's people are beyond redemtion. I have nothing and no reason to keep going.

I quit my job, my last day is next Friday. After almost six years working there they wouldn't even let me change my hours...well it's for the best I was just gonna try to look for a new job anyways.

In band news...Our cd is finally going to be duplicated pretty soon, just one more form to fill out and sent in.

I feel so lost right now, like everything I've ever known has been a lie. I know I have friends that care about me and most of them have more problems than I do, but I'm smarter than this I shouldn't be here feeling this way ( Read more... )

She likes me!!!...as a friend and it's not about the age...it's me...well that's comforting as fuck.

...Yeah that pretty much explains everything.

This has been one of the worst and best weeks I have ever had...I wrote her a letter, lets see if I have enough guts to give it to her.
And the heading is not refering to her...its just funny.