So I went to Aerosmith on Friday night. They kicked ass. Did a bunch of old school stuff. Lenny Kravitz was the opener and he was amazing. Had a great time at the show ( Read more... )

I know it's Valentines day but some where around noonish, all I wanted to do was cry. Shawn decided that he was going to do something special for me. He wanted John to bring me to the house and he was gonna have a bath ready for me and then we would decide what to do for dinner and maybe watch a chick flick. Whatever I wanted to do to make me happy ( Read more... )

I hate Valentines Day.

I needed to put that disclaimer in the subject line because I need to rant and there are those who will view this jounal entry and may not be happy about being taken on my little Rant Ride ( Read more... )

I’ve been trying to find a place where I fit. I’m trying to categorize myself, my life, my age. I’m taking a look at the markers in life and trying to decide that that’s where I’m at ( Read more... )

Throughout my life, I've had the idea that maybe I could change things in my life if I just went away and started over. Job, lifestyle, past, whatever, could be erased if I just walked or flew away and went to a small town or even someplace very, very large that I could just fade into the populace ( Read more... )

I'm approaching my 43rd birthday and there are changes coming ( Read more... )

I remember when my mom was in her 40's. She had already been to Europe twice. She had traveled across the United States and gone to Canada. At least once a year, she and my dad would save up and take a vacation of some kind. Usually it was a fishing trip, but in later life, they took a cruise. When she was 42, she didn't know that, in about 10 ( Read more... )

Some people have no integrity. Last year in July, our guild had an event at Ft. Mac in San Pedro. Apparently, it was great. There were lots of contacts made and during the course of the weekend, our guild was approached by the people from the History Channel's Mail Call. One of our guild members, Craig, acting as the event liaison of the Ft. Mac ( Read more... )

I went to see my dad for Father's Day. My oldest little sister, Beth, was there with her 4 kids. She and I haven't really spoken for about 12 years. Our falling out occurred about the time she threw away her family; our dad, our two other sisters and me; in favor of the family she was marrying into. ( A little background--my dad's second wife, ( Read more... )