So it's December 23rd and my shopping is done, except for something for my mother-in-law. I'll prolly go and pick up something from the 99 cent store and call it done. My Yule party came and went. Unfortunately, there were too many factors that decided to muck about with my fun and so I'm stuck in a strange phunk ( Read more... )

Somewhere between today and tomorrow lies the weight of the world ( Read more... )

Yesterday afternoon at around 2:00ish, I told Shawn that I had the solution to many of the problems plaguing both of us. I said he should marry me ( Read more... )

There is this wonderfully sharp stabbing pain in my chest again. Hurt, pain, sorrow, heart-break. I used to have this feeling on a regular basis when I was with my ex. I have only felt it on an occasional basis since I’ve been with Shawn. The last time, one of my walls went up to seal me against this sort of thing ( Read more... )

I refused to get into any political discussions with anyone this time around. Primarily because I didn't know if I was even going to vote. I mean, look at the candidates, the issues, etc. Four more years of the devil you know or 4 years of an untried bad element. Where's the lesser of the evils? What cinched it for me was the thought that we have ( Read more... )

Forgive me father for I have sinned. It's been about 5 months since my last cofession ( Read more... )

So I bought a couch ( Read more... )

So this year I made the decision that I wasn't going to give into my boyfriend's dramatics ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in mooonths ( Read more... )

Stolen from shadowd1 ( Read more... )