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I have a very low threshold for betrayal. It is what makes it hard for people to get really close to me and for me to let people get close. I guess I can follow the course of my life back to girls in school, when I was young, doing that back stabbing stuff that leads to lack of trust ( Read more... )

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It's been nearly a month since my last entry. And it's not as though there haven't been introspective moments for me ( Read more... )

For those that know me, I characterize my psyche as being surrounded by the carefully constructed walls of a maze. At the entrance to said maze is a nice receiveing area. That is the place where people I first meet get to hang out and be entertained by "the hostess" aspect of my personality. Kinda cool, actually. I feed people, make sure their ( Read more... )

So I get this call from my EX ( Read more... )

I went to a meeting with a new psychaitrist for my youngest daughter. Her Father thinks she needs to see someone to help her with her communication skills, anger management and social skills. It was a family meeting. One of the next visits, he'll want to talk to our oldest daughter to get her perspective on things but right now he's just fine ( Read more... )

It is the middle of the week and I'm exhausted...I used to look forward to the middle of the week because of "Wednesday Night", my date night with my boyfriend. it used to be the chance for us to just be alone together and lock away the rest of the world. It was the opportunity for me to cook extravagent meals (it's all about the decadence, baby!) ( Read more... )

One thing my EX and I never had trouble with was finding common ground. Somehow, somewhere in the middle of everything, we always managed to find a way to communicate with each other--Usually, it involved glossing over the issues in our marriage but there were areas and levels that we could communicate on ( Read more... )