I haven't posted for awhile I guess. And now that I have, I'm sure Carly will comment saying "Loser". That's okay, I think I can handle it. Hmmm... What has happened recently? I'll sum it up, Matthew, work, intoxication, Carly, Eat, Sleep, Drinking non-alcoholic liquids. That's about it. It's true though, I spend most of my time working or ( Read more... )

It's a mystery...

But apparently they know me...

Is it you?...

Is it me?...

Do I care?...

Bow Chicka Bow Bow...?

I love Matthew...?

and french fries...

oooh yeah...

I'm not drunk yet...

But I will be...

If I'm lucky...

Will you be?...

By the way...

I love the boy of my dreams...

LAUREN ELIZABETH

I'm sitting here, in the basement, on the computer, wearing a sweater and long underwear. It's attractive, I know. Today I woke up sober and without a hangover for the first time in a week. It was amazing. I went to work. I remained at work. I came home bringing me to now. Tommorrow I will go to work, I will remain at work, and when I leave ( Read more... )

My sister took my car. Scares me. I'm supposed to be taking care of this girl in 6 months. SHES JUST LIKE ME.

gonna kill myself.
Lauren

In the last few days, i have lost total grasp of what is going on in my life. It's not a bad thing..It just feels as if everything did a complete turn around. For example. Phillip is coming over for dinner tonight with my family. And they are happy about it. Excuse me but didn't they want to put a no contact order on dear Phillip just 4 months ago ( Read more... )

I WISH SOME PEOPLE WOULD FUCKING CALL ME. IM LOOKING FOR A GOOD MOTHERFUCKING TIME CUZ IM ABOUT WORN OUT ON STUPID GUYS AND BACKSTABBING SLUT ASS BITCHES ( Read more... )

I got my license today. :-/ I ended up in Waukee twice. I hate Waukee. That was NOT where i was headed. oh well. I guess it was fun. I dont really have much to say. I hate the fact that the summer is moving along so quickly. Soon Ill be back in my personal hell at johnston. Great. My dad sent me a bunch of Me and Steven's things. Clothes, music, ( Read more... )

Hey, im that much closer to 18, and i got food, and my certificate, and a headache. Sometimes I am soooo stupid.

Bright lights, Loud noises, and a headache,
Lauren
XOXOXO

One more week until freedom. Mom and Wade surprised the hell out of me. They went out and bought a new car just so i would have one to drive. It feels weird, almost wrong. I've never had anything just given to me, and it doesnt feel good at all. So Im paying 150 bucks a month for insurance and a car payment. It feels a little better. I feel ( Read more... )

Im sick of being confused with drama.

LET ME OUT!!!!!!!

TWO MORE FUCKING WEEKS UNTIL MY FREEDOM