I called Roanoke Petsmart myself because my manager seems very stressed out/distracted these days. They do in fact have hours for cashiers and maybe some other stuff too that I could work into and all I need to do is get my manager to just call them and confirm that I do in fact work at his store. lol ( Read more... )

Doing alright. Still have to do some vacuuming/cleaning. Worked late last night because we had a meeting, and then got home even later because I was at Hardee's for like 30 minutes talking to the guy who worked there about WoW and other things ( Read more... )

I think that I might be moving just to Roanoke. (Reason being my mom called me the next day and said that in fact I can't live with them if I am not a straight girl. And since I am at least mostly straight, but not so much a girl, I am not going to put myself through living there ( Read more... )

In an effort to bring some less depressing aspects of my life to livejournal I bring you this ( Read more... )

What's going on with me: warning barely literate, lots of whining. behind cut.

( Ye've been warned! )

I think I'm also going to apply to work at the library. That, while the pay would be ass, would at least be better than unemployed, and also it would be quiet and fairly relaxing. ((at least compared to any other job i've ever had)) That would be nice ( Read more... )

now some more info. Went to therapy. Feel like a crazy idiot. I hate crying. Also I hate feeling like a wuss. Dammit I can't wait for this to be done.

In other news I am pretty excited about looking for a job I think. I also think I will see about taking those motorcycle safety classes again since one of my biggest expenses is my car.

you know what? screw all this! i'm just going to apply for a job at petsmart or something and tell them i'm available to work whenever. i'm just going to pretend the last year or so of my life never happened. they're not going to send me to jail or anything, just kick me out and leave a black mark on my record. i've got plenty of those already ( Read more... )

sometimes a simple shower can take on symbolic meaning. washing away my sins and starting new. not really 'sins' as that would give my problems connotations. more like just behaviors that interfere with my survival. being a lazy ass for one. sure being a lazy ass can help a predator conserve energy between prey opportunities... but when there ( Read more... )

I totally worry that maybe i am somehow not smart enough to learn complex useful skills. My brain feels so foggy when I try to teach it new things lately. Maybe it is because I am so stressed ( Read more... )