the last time i updated this journal was 60 weeks ago! this was my second of 5 journals i think? something like that. so i feel sorta like a different person updating this one. pretty wacky!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

why cant i remember how to delete my journal. someone tell me how please.

i really hate you

i wish i could get a new temporomandibular joint

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i'm praying for mousie

hahaha mtv made me feel like a creep. i took the newlyweds triva game and it said this

You got an A. Wow. Is your middle name "Stalker?" Great job! Remember to stay tuned for the new season of Newlyweds, premiering January 21 at 10:00 p.m.

how rude! they were easy questions...

1.) dear rachel! i think you should come over soon to recreate steg! so he can go to the prom. heck we could probably make like 10 steg's!

2.) dear anyone, hilary duffs song come clean is the best song ive heard in a long time

3.)dear god, please take my cramps away.

a lady just called my cell phone and woke me up asking for irene. she had the right number and everything. she was really polite though and kept apologizing. its ok it happens. i kept thinking so many horrible things and i couldnt sleep last night because of them. because of everything i had the most ridiculous dream, at least i started laughing ( Read more... )

today was the one year anniversary of putting my best friend charlie to sleep. the sad thing is, i felt as alone today as i did a whole year ago. i guess that could be cuz i was alone most of the day. i didnt expect to feel good today, but i hoped it would be a little better. whaaaaateverrrrrrrrrr. i'm going to try to sleep.