hey everyone,

i'm in my dorm room....as alone as i will get for a while.

for thoes of you relying on me for me details and rides i have no idea what's going on for that. so i'll contact you some how.

later loves i should probably sleep a little now.

so i just talked to geoff gamble for an hour.

things change so quickly.

i don't regret any of it.

the more i plan the more things fall apart.
the more i try to fix things the more i seem to fuck things up.

i just can't fix this, i'm not a super hero, though i wish i was.

i love rain in all but it has worn out it's welcome.

and i have haley tonight so she will be coming with us tonight, fun fun we will see how that goes.

so i went out with dad today to clean the cabin ( Read more... )

panic channel - why cry? ......... ya mental note look up this song and see if it's good or not

1:32a ( Read more... )

why do i feel like shit if i didn't like him?

and my boobs are a c again

this is shit and i hate it!

i'm not really sure what the hell i'm doing. bri bitched the day before yesterday and we talked yesterday.... it was good. but i'm still no closer to figuring this whole thing out. i've never had my stomach do flips for anyone, and it doesn't flip for him. i'm not sure if i like him the same way he likes me or if i just like the way he makes me ( Read more... )

i honestly don't know how to make it better and i'm sorry it turned out like this but i'm still here, i'm just a little preoccupied. and if it's something else i did please just tell me, or talk to me, something! i can't fix it if i don't know what's wrong, or if i did something.