i always think about things and rationalize them and they always make sense. i understand it all. but my heart doesn't understand any of it. and i make sure i tell it what's going on but it never pays any attention to me. why does it do that? why can't i tell my heart what to feel ( Read more... )

i had lunch with charles and meigan today. it was fun. i hadn't seen them in so long. i missed them ( Read more... )

i tend to have these crazy fits where i whole-heartedly believe i am in all my right to make a rash decision and then i have time to rationalize ( Read more... )

for some reason i can't put all my thoughts down into words. i don't know why ( Read more... )

words hurt like daggers.

it makes me wonder if all the pleading over the phone is just an act.
seriously.
haha. oh well.

i wanted you to fight for me ( Read more... )

time passes and the traces disappear and i forget how i got here ( Read more... )

i don't know what to say ( Read more... )

okay ( Read more... )

i love those entries ( Read more... )