gilmore girls is the best show ever.

what i hate is that i get lazy. instead of wanting to keep occupied i get like this...
this is a problem.

oh well, i can't waste another day.

god, who fucking knows? i could've been lied to right now. unbelievable. if it were so, how could anyone be so cruel? like, truly fundamentally cruel. i don't understand it. i hope it isn't true ( Read more... )

well, last night was odd. i was pretty tired but when i woke this morning i was completely exhausted. i mean truly tired, i could barely keep my eyes open. AND i remembered my dream. it was so odd. i never remember my dreams. i dreamt of this guy... it was very weird since i don't consciously think of this guy. ever ( Read more... )

i just keep thinking about how perfect eevrything would be. god things become greyer the older you get, it's so weird. i always thought things to be either right or wrong. why are there so many in betweens? it makes decisions a thousand times harder to make.

i don't know but these thoughts aren't good. that's all i have to say about that.

i'm having lunch and watching the age of innocence. it was on ( Read more... )

he was just nice to a fellow club member ( Read more... )

he is perfect. i haven't felt that way for 5 years. and before that i had never felt this either. i thought it wouldn't be possible. i thought the only person out there similar to me was pj but it isn't so ( Read more... )

i don't really care if it turns into something more ( Read more... )

some good news. and some bad news ( Read more... )

i blow off a guy for another guy who ends up cheating on me. now i like this former guy again after the latter guy stepped all over me, but its too late cause the former guy has a girlfriend ( Read more... )