yeah, i know. i know.

so badly that i lie to myself. i can't believe that for a fraction of time i thought its what i would want. lol.
we are one funny species.

what can i say ( Read more... )

...i'm just waiting on the two recommendation letters. which i might not even need ( Read more... )

thank god. it's too early to tell but i think i have an A in all my classes so far ( Read more... )

today was a whirlwind of emotions. wow.

i thought about him just a couple of days ago. someone i haven't seen in years and all of a sudden i run into him out of no where? lol ( Read more... )

not how i'd like it completely but its a bit better ( Read more... )

i can't expect to not have any sad days when mending a break up but i didn't expect this today.
eh.
okay, that's it. it's done. no more sadness.

i want to meet someone! someone interesting. not just anyone.

it was still his birthday just 3 hours ago.
it felt strange today thinking i would be up there like we had planned. it's odd.
i'm so glad things turned out okay. it's as it should be.

the time travelers wife movie was awful. perhaps thats too harsh of a word, but i didn't like it at all. it didn't do the book justice. oh well.
nighty night.