holy wow . wooowwwww. thursday night just happened except for like twelve hours. i think i may be on the verge of a very awesome era in my life.  !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

thursday night was great. potluck. yeah... i want more of thursday night. there's reason to believe that might actually happen. woo!

the weekend was nice and relaxing. i needed that... last week for me was stressful. multiple tests of school and life. anyway... pumpkin carving contest on friday. me and mason made a birdcage for their birds! but we ( Read more... )

men they get a new family 
they forget about you
and they don't pay you a dime.

today in class i coughed up some blood. dr. gamble demanded that i go to the infirmary but i went to krishna lunch instead. first tuesday in too long.

my old roommate tyler and i walked the tightrope together. i made progress.

basically the weather kept me outside laying on the grass all day. i ran into camille and kortland and spent some time with ( Read more... )

LAST NIGHT BEN MATTISON BURNED THE SHIT OUT OF ME WITH A CIGARETTE. AN EVIL, EVIL CIGARETTE.  HE ACCIDENTALLY PRESSED IT INTO MY ARM FOR AN ENTIRE SECOND. MISSISSIPPI. COUNT IT.

NOW I HAVE A HORRIBLE AND UNSIGHTLY SCAR ON MY LEFT FOREARM

FOREVER.

THIS LEAVES WITH ME WITH ONLY ONE CHOICE. IT STARTS WITH A D AND ENDS IN IVORCE.

MY MOTHER IS A GENIUS!

"The boys were barely fed. They were encouraged to steal food, which taught them stealth and cunning. They were severely beaten, often mortally, if caught. 'So seriously did [Spartan] children go about their stealing, that a youth, having stolen a young fox and hid it under his coat, suffered it to tear out his very bowels with its teeth and claws ( Read more... )

last night i fell in love with frank o'hara and
Bearded Oaks

The oaks, how subtle and marine,
Bearded, and all the layered light
Above them swims; and thus the scene,
Recessed, awaits the positive night.

So, waiting, we in the grass now lie
Beneath the languorous tread of light:
The grasses, kelp-like, satisfy
The nameless motions of the air.

Upon the floor ( Read more... )

please recommend to me any book that you think that i would love ( Read more... )

that's not totally true, but i know i haven't been really happy in general in at least that amount of time. i used to be in a good mood the majority of my waking life. that hasn't been as much the case for at least.. five years now.  what happened??? i used to be so happy go-lucky. but i think i know what happened.

at this exact moment it's like, i ( Read more... )