well i'm in the mountains doing yoga. my mind keeps getting fucking BLOWN. its nothing unusual these days. yoga, asana, is good. but whats good or bad anyway two ends of the same tunnel ( Read more... )

shit is crazay. i have the best friends everrrrrrr.  and i love my mom. and my sisters. thank you sisters, for not being crazy! i dont have to worry about them. that is good. except maybe that my older sister works and worries too much, but its not so bad. annnnnnnnnnd.... i guess... i'm not ... very... mad at my dad. anymore. that is good.  better ( Read more... )

a teacher and friend: how have you been?

me: better and better, and better than ever. lately ive been experiencing weird bouts of loss of identification with self, noticing quite intensely how insanely bizarre it is to even exist at all. wondering if this big dream the universe had called my life is like a larger scale of humans doing drugs and ( Read more... )

wtf ( Read more... )

 
just watched before sunset and ate some chocolate. then i felt moved to write. this:

How can anyone feel this intense and still be alive afterwards?… it's insane. Then I wonder if people feel this intensely alive right before they die, like you are going to explode, like you're becoming more aware of what life feels like because it's diminishing. ( Read more... )

I am reading a book by James Redfield and Michael Murphy called God and the Evolving Universe- The next step in personal Evolution.  James Redfield is the author of the Celestine Prophecy, a book which sent repeated streams of energy down my back and up through the crown of my head due to the uncanny way in which it was describing the odd ( Read more... )

well here i am. it's my 23rd birthday on this day of April 30th, 2008.

What's been going on, you ask? In a nutshell, i've been having some "mental breakdowns" lately. and by lately i mean since the beginning of this year, essentially. it is the beginning of the end. i'm being melodramatic i guess but it really is.... and thats ultimately a very ( Read more... )

I STILL LOVE EVERYONE UNBELIEVEABLE AMOUNTS. ESPECIALLY MY DOG. I AM UNREASONABLY HAPPY. 

DO YOU REALIZE THAT I LOVE ALL OF YOU GUYS SO FREAKING MUCH!!!!!!!!!?????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

this is ridiculous. i am on a natural high. i just finished "way of the peaceful warrior" by dan millman and it was excellent.  ALSO, big news, i got accepted into a yoga teacher training program in st. augustine, florida, a five week intensive, startin g  ( Read more... )

i am on a cosmic journey that i cannot possibly describe. literal angels, it feels, are guiding me towards individuals i need to talk to, places i need to go. i keep discovering things that have everything to do with one absolute truth: oneness. one love, one light, evolution of the human consciousness. an intelligent planet earth. the development ( Read more... )