let me just begin by saying that you are all my heroes.

i am serious. my friends in college, you guys, you fucking saved my life. you introduced me to the amazing way of independent living, and for that i am so ridiculously grateful. This is has become especially apparent to me living on a military base, where the people seem to mill about sans ( Read more... )

sooo here is my weekend. I was scheduled to work all weekend and here is what i did: IDIV on friday, which means i take sailors who  are new to pearl harbor somewhere real nice on oahu. so we went to waimea falls on the north shore. this is also a preserve which has a gorgeous path leading to a waterfall and a freshwater pool that you can swim in ( Read more... )

i am in tennessee for orientation ( Read more... )

also i really need to see a big beautiful black woman sing. with attitude. seriously, i will love you forever if you make that happen.

i think my ex-boyfriend is a serial killer in the making. or maybe that's just because i watched Zodiac last night and my ex-boyfriend happens to be a little creepy like that. oh well, it's not like he even talks to me anyway, so i probably have nothing to worry about. ok but i am not actually worried because he isn't a serial killer, i dont think ( Read more... )

I thought that if only I lived life perfectly and made only the right choices and best decisions, I would never have to feel pain again.

(i wanted so much for him to care, enough so that he would reach out for me,

even if it were just to pause to say hello and howdoyoudo.)

I mean, I always feel like a freak because I'm never able to move on like this you know. People just have an affaire, or even... entire relationships... they break up and they forget! They move on like they would have changed a brand of cereals! I feel I was never able to forget anyone I've been with. Because each person had their own specific ( Read more... )

dear the world at large ( Read more... )

i am so flipping excited right now. true, i feel like death because when i woke up it was still dark outside and i was afraid of leaving my house for class because of the rapists on the loose in gainesville. but. i am going to have the best life EVER.
EVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

MWR. shoooot

my first pilates class that i taught all by my self was more awesome than i could have possibly hoped it would be. a big fat thank you to all my friends who came out to support me!! and to all my friends who did not come out, come out next week!!! 12:30 at southwest on saturdays ( Read more... )