I really hate how all useful (namely, sterilizing and period-stopping) proceedures for polyps and fibroids demand you have popped out at least one kid before they'll do it. Having a child is more important than being rid of crippling monthly pain! I'd really like to do something about this. Endometrial ablation would handle a lot of the pain I go ( Read more... )

Mom just woke me up with a phone call, the first time I've spoken to her in years.

Apparently it's my birthday. I don't feel 26.

Fear is the mindkiller.

Today fucking sucks.

Tomorrow will suck harder.

I am not giving up.

Lesson learned today? Don't tell people what's bothering you even when you drop blatant hints until they do ask, it's seriously bad mojo. And unfair to the other person. Method of avoiding it in the future: don't bring it up ( Read more... )

http://dakuootta.livejournal.com/170576.html Read it. Watch it.

Think.

So things have been mostly patched up. It kind of bugs me that I'm still not really being understood and that I'm still not going to be dealt with honestly or up front whether or not it'd hurt my feelings, but I suppose that's a small price to pay. I don't think I'll ever get anyone to understand that avoiding 'sensitive subjects' is what caused it ( Read more... )

I have a dilemma. Upon driving over 300 miles to the white mountains in New Hampshire under the impression that I would recieve happy prizes (to the tune of $1k) and a shot at a timeshare, getting there, having my very beloved but sometimes dense (it's a family trait, and one I have a lot of) grandmother ruin said opportunity by accident, returning ( Read more... )