yeah...soo life...its been ... well interesting i guess...prom came and went...it was fun .. caite cj kevin and i all went together...it was a fun night...i loved my dress and my hair and everything! it was good...then well not all tha tmuch has happened since...tennis conference for the boys was mon. and tues.....i went mon. but it was raining as ( Read more... )

soo yeah its been a long time...once again...hmmm well easter came and went with my dad's lies slowly unraveling...so thats crap...AP exams sucked...BUT i did very well on them sooo my semester grades will be good i hope...APUSH test was harder than i thought it would be...and i wont find out how i did on that until July!! And tomorrow i take my AP ( Read more... )

yeah...nice to realize once again that happiness and me just dont go together....so yeah...i am again fucking single cuz of a stupid boy...whom is still a great friend...well will be when im done being pissed off at his stupid ass! lol but yeah...nothing really going on here...review week starts this week for Both AP classes...so the next month is ( Read more... )

soo i FINALLY got to see my boy! it was awesome! we watched Finding Nemo...and yeah .. it was a great night! LoL Before that i hung out with Jeff and John and Brad...OmFg it was SOOOOmuch fun! lol first we were playing tennis and Jeff breaks his strings on Both his rackets! lol he FREAKED out...it was Halarious! I dont think ive ever laughed so ( Read more... )

sooo its been awhile...not all that much has happened...me and mr. aj are Finally going out! lol sooo yeah its good. we havent been able to See eachother since it happened But i cant get outta the things that im doing...lots of work and homework...but were talking everynight and stuff so its ok. Tennis...omg i cant Wait for this new fucking snow to ( Read more... )

sooo lets see...not all that much has happened...two weeks ago me and liss went up to the dells with my family....it really sucked...we had some fun but the hotel REALLY sucked...it was cold and so was the water And there were NO cute boys! lol .. that was The major complaint! lol anyways...last weekend... i went to my grammys house and basically ( Read more... )

so last night was interesting to say the least...but it helped me figure out a lot of shit...well i figured it out before then but it Solidified my decisions...so yeah. today was long...couple of tests...no biggie. i realize now that i am going to push myself harder than ever ... so that means no outside ties to anything but tennis...lol seriously ( Read more... )

yeah soo i finally got what i wanted...and yet im still more fucking confused than before...im a horrible person...tahts all i can think it is...idk what is wrong with me...it has to be somethign serious cuz i dont know what could be making me be such a horrible person! i mean im happy and then someone comes and Woops lets make meghan more confused ( Read more... )

so yeah idk...all i can say right now is that im am 100% confused about everything...idk this whole situation is making me nuts! and i cant feel this way cuz well it will hurt people...idk boys are sooo fucking confusing and they need to stop it! I just wanna be able to understand whats going on in my head...but it aint happening!!

so yeah other ( Read more... )

sooo new years was good...met some cool people at the wedding...some weird event happened but idk i think im over the shock of it! lol but no i danced so much it was fun! then i worked at 930 which sucked but it was a funny day...rosie got locked (well not locked the cylinder broke) in the closet for 2 hours!! lol so yeah that was kinda funny...and ( Read more... )