jesus effing h ( Read more... )

i'm lost in the woods ( Read more... )

its not. it won't. there's nothing to say. i wanted to put some lyrics here but i don't remember all of them now so i'll wait. i won't. i'll wait. and nothing will happen. i'll sit on it til it gets cold and dead and then i'll mourn the loss of such a good friend. nothing will happen. i fucked it up. i fuck it up, present tense, continuous. it ( Read more... )

holy christ. your lips touching mine... dyno-mite.
is that melting feeling love or lust or anemia? fuckin a.

choker22: just leave my kidney out of it all together
green velvet 626: i don't even want your crappy kidney
choker22: fuck you
choker22: you can't even have it

the thing about it is that you're killing me in the dreams that you always hated and never wanted to hear. i guess i just wasn't really prepared for this to keep going and keep moving away from us but even after life has been happening it still is and now i have to face it. this is so petty on here but where else to put it where you might know? ( Read more... )

fuck everything. i hate this thing, why is it still around?

who can know what to say here. i just worry that all these things i'd like to say (who knows what they even are) are going to stay stuck in my throat til it's too late. and then i'll hate myself for being afraid to use my voice ( Read more... )

i bought man man cd's!! on the fucking INTERNET!!!! i am such a grown up. but i used mommy's credit card so i guess not so much. 
MAN MAN!!!! also i found out that they played siren fest last year. what a fuckin bummer, right?  anyhow. i have a wicked cold and it only appears to be getting worse. totally awesome. and by awesome i mean sucking my ( Read more... )

so i got a tattoo. and broke up. and i'm teaching a whole crapload of yoga at a day camp. ...and i would like to be distracted. it's so funny, you know. i spent so much time trying to set aside time to have time and now i'm stuck with it all and i'd like to get rid of it. 
as if a person could feel any more shit on after everything that's been ( Read more... )