everything fucking sucks right now.

each day that goes by becomes more and more unbearable. were we a different people before? how much is too much, and when will we be able to recognize the subtleties of injustice? when did this apathy manifest? when did it become a good thing to not care? i've become disillusioned as of late. how can i help these kids when they are so ( Read more... )

on days like these i just want to take everyone i love and cover them with my body to protect them from everything and anything that could or would hurt them. on days like these i'm afraid to live because i might die. on days like these i wish death would hurry so that i wouldnt have to wait for it anymore. on days like these i wish i didnt love ( Read more... )

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i'm sick. i've gone to bed unbelievably early every night for the last few days, but i still wake up exhausted. i cant believe how crappy i feel. i'm gonna try to work out today. hopefully that will give me a little more energy ( Read more... )

i dont get it, garth. there are no beaches in cheyenne.

i'm afraid of the goddamned treadmill. i never used to have a problem running on the treadmill. but now i have this inexplicable fear that twists my stomach into knots. how do i solve this problem?

fuck the buckeyes. fuck delilah. fuck men who suck. fuck announcers on nbc. fuck troy smith. fuck a.j. hawk.

fuck it. i'm done with this shit. what exactly are you willing to do?

i'm so mad right now. if he wants me to take him back so badly, then why the fuck does he think that it's okay to just NOT call? how the hell does he expect to endear himself to me when all he's managed to do is be a pain in my ass? i'm not even looking forward to seeing him on wednesday. i'm still mad about that whole shit in general. he ( Read more... )