I don't even miss pretending to sleep anymore. It's been more than a week, and right now everything is fucking hilarious: the shittyness of my desk chair, the big ass spider I keep blowing at, my mom snoring and watching porn because she left the tv on, etc.

And I'm off. Whoosh!

Someone broke into my car last night... but what's really pissing me off is that I was awake all night

and night number 5 ticks away

I've got school tomorrow? What the fuck.

La Chupacabra!

damnit im in a good mood for once but im the only one around to keep myself entertained

i think i'll just start pretending i'm doing a scientific study of something like when night becomes morning or if there is a period in between like twilight...
except not...
or something...
that would at least explain this problem of mine
it's all for fucking science!

...

fuck science.

weeeeeeeeeeeeenies

it's all a joke

I feel completely restless and totally exhausted at the same time, my skin feels like it's too tight to be healthy, and it always feels like it is 15 degrees to hot. If I was put in a straightjacket and had my feet duct tapped together I'd still hop up and down or roll on the floor. I'm not sure what's going on, but I think if I went crazy then ( Read more... )

I laugh at you Mr. Sandman