hello journal.
i am in orlando now, post-aveda graduation (finally.) and post-a few new life lessons.

summing up my aveda experience is difficult to do. i'm not exactly sure how to peg it- i went through so many changes that i did not want to face and i think the pain and shock almost blurred the whole thing. or maybe it was just that i spent so ( Read more... )

Lay back baby and we’ll do this right
There’s blankets in back we can use
I’ll start the car, but we’ll stay in park
the cold can kill us before fumes
Now’s the right time for a good song
Got something to say what I can’t
Do you feel bad, like I feel bad?
pour us a road, we’ll both drink and drive

whhhoaa. i'm a little obsessed with that song right ( Read more... )

sooo.with prom came the usual drama and strange hookups.

oddly enough, what i planned to be a completely random one ended up being more than that.

and now i've done it again.

i am in love
but not the kind of love that i was in with kenny.
that waas more likeee.
oh what the hell. i'll say it.
obsession.
this is loveee, i believe.
but we'll see.
i move ( Read more... )

i am so sick of being pathetic. i've always known that i'm the only person that can change my attitude. so i'm changing. cause moping around and feeling sorry for myself does me no good ( Read more... )

I CHANGED MY DRESS FOR THE LAST TIME--its BLACK and i got my shoes & other shit today...theyre like turqouise...IM NOT GOING SHOPPING TILL AFTER PROM CAUSE IF I CHANGE THE COLOR/DRESS AGAIN EVERYONE WILL KILL ME!!!!

lol okayyyy..sooo today was actualluy EVENTFUL!!! i went and layed out at britts with her and melody for a couple hours...then went to ( Read more... )

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how many of you out there are just dying to hear about my wild excursion to Ship Island?!?!

well---we met 4 honkey Mississippi boys who were all really ripped and hott with tans and cute southern accents. they cuddled with us on the boat and bought us cotton candy. then we got on the island where the weather was PERFECT and there wasnt a cloud in ( Read more... )

omggggggggg I NEED A CAR... im so sick of waiting around for people!! i dont mean to sound like selfish or aynthing i just want a car so i can go do what i want when i want to blah blahb alh and leave when i want instead of like 12 when ppl have their curfews and asldfjlwakjdfas. yah. soooo right now im watiing for acosta. but i'll wait bc i love ( Read more... )

yess. the show is finally over. make sure all yall look at the pictures. today was slow but fun--learned alot of new things--none of which are useful.. how many of yall knew boys can move their peenies?! i had NO idea lol but apparently everyone knew this... Kevin started doing it in english and i was FLIPPPING OUT..i had no idea! thats talenttt. ( Read more... )

AHHHH.. we open tomorrow night...im really nervous that things are gonna go wrong with all the things i have to deal with... ahh lets hope not. our costumes are soooo cute. i wish i was actually wearing it during the show rather than just twice. umm so whyyy is spring break only like 3 days?! i wish i was actually going somewhere... but me and ( Read more... )