The summer reminds me the most of you ( Read more... )

i've been thinking a lot. about growing up. it's right around the corner, you know. lots of changes. lots to look forward to ( Read more... )

I've written this post two times, each time deleting it when I'm done. Cross your fingers for me this time.

I see the potential, but so many things have been said. Each one of those words are like little stings, chipping away at my ability to just relax and enjoy the ride. I can't enjoy the ride, when it's been made clear the outcome is so ( Read more... )

everyone says guys want the chase. and all girls want to be pursued. but eventually you find that guy you really don't want to run from. then what?

The truth is
we hide because we want to be found
we walk away to see who will follow us
&
we let our hearts be broken
to see who cares enough to fix them

it's funny how you're searching for something, and all along it's been right in front of you. and suddenly, you don't care what it takes. you don't care how it happened, and you don't care about the consequences. you just want it to be yours.

two nights of drinking ( Read more... )

josh: TONIGHT. the j-error and old school matt, live at the SJ Arts Centre at 7:30pm. says:

dear miss tori, please blog some more-y

so, voila. 
christmas has come and gone, it's funny how the older you get, the quicker it flies by. plus, it didn't really help that my parents abandoned me on christmas eve, and i woke up on christmas morning to an empty ( Read more... )

so last night i didn't get to make a drunken entry..... and i remember jill requesting one....so here are the results of last nights beer;

i remember sitting at the table, by myself, with a shot glass.....shooting my beer. i drank 3 in 20 minutes this way. 
i also remember leaving several answer machine messages, talking about my next SKIPBO card ( Read more... )

"hahaha you let me drive it but not her"
"well yeah....you drive so slow you could never hurt it"
"it's a CAR not a rocket ship"
"whatever. just replace the bulbs in the brake lights when you're done"

it's 1:30am, and i can't sleep. that perfect nap earlier wasn't my friend after all.
you know, i've been thinking alot lately. about moving on.

... i have a crush on a really pretty boy. 
it helps.