almost five years later  i still have nights where i lay awake and wish only the best for him. and i wish that was me.

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so i had a pretty incredible evening. not going to lie, im a little bit (alot) drunk right now. i have to get up for five hours for work...er, in five hours ( Read more... )

tomorrow is my dad's birthday, so we're all heading out to supper. aka, i'll be sitting there uncomfortably and bored amungst all of his boring friends. honestly, i'd rather watch paint dry than have a conversation with one couple they hang out with. i've even tried to make the conversation interesting, but nothing works ( Read more... )

went a little crazy on the retail therepy, tonight ( Read more... )

i have noticed an overwhelmingly large number of people getting crabby as the holidays are approaching. today's entry is dedicated to those people. i can only hope santa puts some sense in your stocking this year ( Read more... )

i'm preeeetty sure, although don't quote me, that jill asked me on the drive home whether or not i'd be updating ( Read more... )

so today i was thinking about change. everything changes, everyone changes. 
some things we have absolutely no control over, some things we have every opportunity to seize.

imagine that today, right now, that you could change anything you wanted to.
whom would you call that you've been meaning to? whom would you hug, whom would you say i love you to? ( Read more... )

really nothing to report, but since people do read this everyday and will tell me to update if it's not done daily, it must be done.

number 1. it is HILARIOUS, and i say that again, HIL-AR-EEEEE-OUS that you were actually wondering if you should take me home on saturday. thank you for the chuckle, but please sir, don't flatter yourself ( Read more... )

i think that everyone has a soundtrack to their lives.
certain songs that take you back, bring up a memory. sometimes it's a good one, and sometimes they make your heart ache.
i can't even listen to "sell my soul" by our lady peace anymore, because it makes my heart ache in such a way that only one person can fix.

some songs, when you hear them, you' ( Read more... )