These are the times that I feel like I actually want to use these little web-communities, but these are also the times that I feel like I shouldn't because it just makes a bigger mess. It blows.

I could be happier,
but with my rear view mirror shaking with the bass
as I sing my heart out and can't hear a single word
with the red needle pointing at 80
I'm pretty darn close

P.S. my dad has genital herpes and i hope it hurts

If you're going to see me ask me to whip out my tat! :)

I wish things could be simple. I wish it wasn't so hard to, as natalie m. put it, "just be two people who love eachother". But it is hard. And shit happens. And in the end you're supposed to come out trusting at least that you won't get left behind and that the ways you've been hurt won't be repeated. I don't need to be taught a lesson through ( Read more... )

Lately so much happens in my life in such a short period of time. Every day feels like 2 or three days when I look back and try to remember when everything happened. It's kind of overwhelming and sometimes makes me feel lonely because I think of everything that has happened and I think "and nobody knows". But then I get a phone call or go out with ( Read more... )

Today was one of the best days I've had in quite a while. Yesterday was pretty good- got to see Kris a little while (finally) and got a lot of Jac's 3yr. present done. Today I had lunch and hung out w/ Heather for the first time in forever (since before her b-day that is) and it was so nice. We did things that with anyone else could have been very ( Read more... )

let's see if posting this works out haha- some of the questions i could have responded more than one way- i hate that in quizes cause it confuses me.

You are a Black Coffee
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All the flowers that you planted mama
In the back yard
All died when you went away
I know that living with you baby was sometimes hard
But I'm willing to give it another try

Early this morning Jac left for her cruise.Saturday morning I leave for Portland.A week later she comes home.Two weeks after that I come home.We won't see eachother for 3 and a half weeks :(. Poop.

I have rediscovered why Alanis Morissette is amazing. I haven't been attracted to her newer stuff, but I have come upon Suposed Former Infatuation Junky again and wow. This probably won't mean anything to anyone else. Sometimes lyrics blow me away- they make me feel- well i can't explain.... poop. Anyhow I'm sure no one wants to read all of this, ( Read more... )