As the subject suggests, things are beginning to look up for me. As of this weekend, I should be caught up with schoolwork. Finally! I can't count the times that I've begun the semester as scheduled only to fall behind just a little only for that little to turn into the halting of even trying to catch up altogether. I've realized my problem. I give ( Read more... )

Do you realize that it's because of you that I continue to be curious about you, you damn ass college-educated fool? You want me to leave you alone, but the way you've been acting (or not acting) with me whenever I try to communicate makes me remain so damn curious as to how you are doing, because, in my mind, I honestly don't understand what the ( Read more... )

I can feel myself in the heat of life. Does that make sense? Do you understand what I'm saying?....So many of my feelings are indescribable. In a way, I don't really want to be able to verbally describe them 'cause I don't think words would do them justice....The sky was pretty awesome today. Too bad there isn't a beautiful majestic god, or better ( Read more... )

I just had to....

And just to let everyone (or anyone) know, there is no such thing as a color psychologist.


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You see! I never update! I'm always going through something and there are always things I need to get out and I never take advantage of this medium ( Read more... )

I've said it once and I'll say it again. I wish I could be one of those girlfriends, well, no longer girlfriend anymore, but one of those females who leaves their guy be, and not hassle them whenever they make plans to do something on their own or with friends or with whoever, except other females....depending on the situation. =D Since we are in ( Read more... )

God. I feel so sad with the world right now, but even now, with as much as you've disappointed me tonight, I miss you so freaking much and want to be lying next to you at this moment. Fuck ( Read more... )

I wish I could write and write and write about my life. And I wish all of that writing had some deep beautiful insight. I wish others were as lucky as I am in finding what I think could be called my soulmate. If ever there was someone who was the equivalent I am, he is the one. I have always, overall, despite my occasional bipolar ups and downs, ( Read more... )

Man. Things have been really hard lately. I'm trying to not be this whiny chick, but I keep feelings these horrible feelings when shit goes down. What has been happening lately hasn't just been small spats. They've been real "get the fuck out of my life if you're gonna continue with this shit" sorta deals. My feelings have really been getting a ( Read more... )

" 'She's an era for you, an era of your life. If and when you break with her, you break with the only one alive who has shared that time with you. You fear that, the isolation of it, the burden, the scope of it ( Read more... )