why are those such as christopher columbus considered "great" even when they have committed terrible crimes? does finding a contenent already occupied by indigenous people constitute the rape, ravish, enslavement, domination, and exploitation of hundreds of innocent lives? is it the same with other famous names of our western history as well? does ( Read more... )

tomorrow. wake up. complete. achieve. things begin for the semi-perminant....

so its like 4 am and i have class somewhat early tomorrow. well...like 130, but i have to wake up and do my assignments, then shower and bike to campus which means ill get about 6 hours of sleep tonight. i havent been concentrating that hard on school lately. thats probibly not the best of signs seeing as ive just entered my 4th week of school.... ( Read more... )

my head is in such an odd place. i find concentration unobtainable. my brain leaks half thoughts in the shapes of triangles lacking a hypotenus, give it enough thought, and you can fill the gap, trace the void, equate my sanity. so here i am in life wandering in all the wrong directions. affiliate my dreams to hearts that belong to someone else. " ( Read more... )

so i have this nasty habit of doing all my homework for class, but not going anyway. i feel weird lately. i feel weak. have you ever been full of energy and curiosity but too lethargic to open your eye lids? i can stop it, i know i can...

i miss the way i used to feel.