i went and fought a shit that was gobbling this corn i ate and next thing you know my head is swirling in a brown crumby toilet boil searching for answers.

So, i have not written on this for a while because making my daily, weekly, or even monthly happenings known would be immensely difficult. As much as I enjoy writting I have a certain censorship for myself, which exclusively comes out as either shallow perverse humor, or of extremely deep meaning, shrouded in vagueness to ensure no one actually ( Read more... )

so walking through the nature center i realized that i had to admit the fact that i could not pinpoint the problems and that patience and determination are going to be important. i had a dream about a squirel a few days ago and perhaps thats why right when i got off work i went straight to the nature center, but there were other intentions i must ( Read more... )

ok i know i said i wouldnt put poems on this but uh... no one is reading this anyways so yeah, im going to do this thing where i put all of my "posotive" writings here. love it or hate it, oh well. anyone out there?

evolving is this reality- shaken and contorted by these connections around- imaginations excursion to infinite possibilitys- the missing peices i have found- enduring storms of engineered limitations- the thunderous sounds of the masters manipulation- fluttering hearts in brave anticipation- beating the system with this surge of curious passion- in ( Read more... )

i never really thought the conspiracy was accurate to the point where i could find its substance in my infatuations and the history of the things ive been involved with. im content to know now that i can say i have just as much or even more faith in what i cant see than in what i can, and the connections are still being made as it begins to make a ( Read more... )

so my sisters friend found a cute white and grey kitten with sky blue eyes by her house, and dropped it off here, cuz my sister has taken care of kittens before. she had to wake up for work this morning so she had the kitten sleep in my room so she wouldnt have to wake up and tend to it. it was so cute, the only thing was, i woke up at like 3 in ( Read more... )

so tonight i missed iron maiden... fuck taco bell, at least i gave the tickets i got to my band and i might be getting 75 bux from one if the dude comes through, whatever. so now i sit wondering how much time ive wasted with the gratifying potion of unspoken melancholy, how much of it has really been, "natural" as opposed to being forced upon ( Read more... )

well i need to post more here, i have all of my postings on deadjournal, they are all poems so i plan to make this journal a "oh well this is whats happening with myself right now and like oh my god theres so much going on in my life that people are interested in type thing" so hopefully there are some people interested... anyways, my only advice, ( Read more... )

well jane suggested i get one of these... so ta da, im here. i guess deadjournal just wasnt cool enough, i need to be on livejournal cuz im really a dead soul cuz im so goth and like oh my god, its a total paradox and deadjournal wasnt so this will add to my whole aura of mystery and passion... haha naw really though, jane rules... tonight i plan ( Read more... )