Haven been in the best mood recently. The news from work has affected me quite badly. Just like rs, I've been trying to curb those thoughts and feelings with logical ones. Trying to be hopeful, trying to be nonchalant, just trying to accept things in the most lighted hearted way possible. there would be times I'd find myself tearing at the ( Read more... )

小时候当听到别人说没有喜欢任何人时，心里就会有几万个不信： 不可能没有喜欢任何一个人的。总应该会有一个较有好感的吧。

长大后发现喜欢一个人似乎变难了。以前不信的，现在信了。更难像以前不顾一切地毫无理由的喜欢一个人。甚至能动心的对象也难遇到了。是因为更理智看待人与感情了吗？ 那种脸红心跳好像只限于少女的专属权。心里可能也很清楚扑通的心跳在现实生活中其实非常短暂。

长大后，好像没有力气和勇气再去爱了。

不舍。感叹。恐慌。迷茫。

有时真的不由得自己要或不要什么。
也就是在这些复杂交叉的情绪下被迫接受事实。
人生的演出根本不能更不会与剧本同行。
因为自己没有能力控制其他演员一同读着自己的剧本。

只想说，我们的爱是真的。至少我是这样确定的。

谢谢你。

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