so this is it, the new year. i'm still confused about everything -no change there ( Read more... )

so i got a 27 on the ACT, Eastern and the Honor's Program here i come.... the world is shaping up a bit ( Read more... )

i'm alive, my new state is mainly a steady stream of uncontrolled emotions and drive to finish tasks related to school ( Read more... )

school is death ( Read more... )

boredom with people, situations, relationships, SCHOOL! its flowing

however new excitement is building, what with the lead role...and the people attatched to it

tofu, orange water, and gum are my new favorite things

i love my evil cat

and the weather is heavenly, or hell-ly or purgatorily if ya like

so officially school is killing me slowly ( Read more... )

this year is going to be easy and incredible ( Read more... )

Being a senior rocks!

my car breaking down blows!

being able to own the school/teachers rocks!

having a twelve year old brother blows!

silas rocks!

am i silencing feeling? was what i thought was real only a farce? do i attempt to protect myself yet again by silencing emotion and questioning reasoning? is reason what has begun to take over again and caused me to be emotionless and realize that YOU can never satisfy me?
physically YOU were the best thing i have ever encountered, but you don't ( Read more... )

so tonight i'm depressed, which i attribute to lack of sleep.
school starts soon, which is exciting..
college for some has already started, and because of this...some people have no computer.... and this in turn is causing my sadness...
growing up, here it is, maturation is continual, and still i manage to act like a little kid...