if you can't sing, and you know it,
do us all a favor and shut the hell up
and stop singing your fucking Queen,
cause honey,
you just plain suck, my dog sounds better,
and thats a fact
-you can even quote me

still confident, although now i feel fat
art museum made me sleepy and dizzy

-i have a metabolism like a kangaroo, it just all goes away-

finally a validation, a boost of self-esteem, a realization of potential ( Read more... )

each day has gotten harder and harder to cope with, feelings of self hate and sadness are overpowering

yes i have fun around other, but when i'm alone, even if only to go to the water fountain, i want to cry.

yes silas feels emo, silas is lost, silas is trapped,

so hungry, so alone.

.......i'm missing out on all the fun of summertime and

so kids i'm gonna complain about the food again, lol it has no nutrients in it! if i weren't on a no meat diet, meaning i have to find ways to get my vitamins, i would die here, lol ( Read more... )

i'm so tired, i feel so dead ( Read more... )

Myself ( Read more... )

oh my dear children, i played tennis today, and in my tennis class i shall be working out regularly and lifting weights along with walking all over this damn campus. still eating vegetrian which sadly enough is better than any of the food here, we order out every night, lol. i've made friends, yes!!! i'm going to join the vegetarian club later, yes ( Read more... )

sooooooooooooooo i'm finally here at gsp ( Read more... )

well kids, this confused little emo kid is going away for five weeks. i shall be trapped in the valley of nothingness known as Morehead. think postively of me, miss me, send me things. call my house for an address to send me crap, lol. otherwise i'll be updating from campus. miss you all......sort of, lol.