standing on the pier, watching the smoke from my cigarette intertwine with the steam rising off the still water. looking at the stars, so bright their reflection can be seen in the calm water below. soft lyrics of "remember when" linger in the distance. yet this scene of serenity hardly reflects the uproar of uneasiness swelling inside me. my mind ( Read more... )

Well after 6 years of doctors appointments, second opinons, third opinons, and medicine, my fate was decided around 12 o'clock today. While talking with my back doctor for about and hour and half, he said that if i don't get sugery on my back, it will get worse. if you don't already know i have a herniated disc L4/L5, parr's defect L5/S1 and ( Read more... )

haha hyper is right

Put X's beside the things you've done ( Read more... )

Step 1: Put your media player on random ( Read more... )

I never though i could feel this way, pain so harsh it keeps me awake at night. my bruised and battered heart can take no more. My entire heart, mind, body and soul was put into us, but my desperate fight to keep us alive only resulted in me drowning your heart. to hear you say i never loved you, i never needed you, i never tried, it tears my ( Read more... )

well i thought i would just give everone a little update on what's going on in my life ( Read more... )

Don't cry because something is over, Smile because it happened.

Holding on with all my strength ( Read more... )

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