Maybe it's because I'm back in school, busy, stressed. Maybe it's because I still can't believe we're together. It'll be a year in April. Why do I see you everyday? Why are we talking about moving in together? Are you even what I want ( Read more... )

Whaaaaat happened?

I guess we've been dating for two weeks now? But have been talking since early February...
How is it that you are exactly what I want? You're perfect. But I can't believe it. I know this is just too good to be true. Something's bound to go wrong soon. All of this can't be real.

It's funny to read the last post I wrote because I know exactly what I'm talking about. Now, this post is talking about no longer having that which I always wanted and how bored I am without it... Without him ( Read more... )

I thought I was going to be happier now that I have what I've always wanted. But I'm not. At least, I don't think I am. I'm actually lonelier than ever.
I can't wait to start over somewhere else and get the hell out of Santa Cruz. I am so over this.

I just realized I find Alexander Skarsgard very attractive. Very. Very. Very.

I dislike studying oh so very much. It's taking me all day to go over the lecture I missed last Friday. And I have to look through today's lecture because I kept falling asleep in class ( Read more... )

Realized while showering that I can't leave my family behind. LA is not in my future. How dare I be so selfish?

Drosophila melanogaster all over this goddamn place. No sense. Room is empty of food. Only alc.

Two midterms on Monday but one action-packed weekend (mostly Friday). I will not fail.

Back to studying membrane potential.

Life is good ( Read more... )

Turned in "homework" at exactly 12PM. Have to p, badly. Don't wanna get out of couch. Officially skipped work. Damn. I'm not hungry! Surprise Surprise. Maybe I'll work extra hours later today...
Cherry pits. Gross.
My (love) life is confusing.
Let's just forget everything?
Too many hangnails. Gross.
P.

two jobs in one week. now what?