I don't get it. I know she likes me. Why would she constantly tell me she wants to keep me if she didn't have feelings for me? Oh well, it could be worse. We still have a really good friendship. No one knows what the future will hold.

well, the good news is things seem to be okay between Brenda and I. I'm really happy about that. I honestly would've hated myself if I had screwed up our friendship. I've already done that with too many people. she's so amazing, I can't even put it into words. Not sure that there's any chance of romance there, but honestly I'm okay with that. But I ( Read more... )

My friend Brenda came from home from college for Spring Break last week. She actually said that she wanted to see me before any of her other friends. Even her friends whom she's known better and longer than me. So we saw Zodiac, which was reallt good, if a bit too long. Anyway, as usual she's just a wonderful person and fun to be around. She always ( Read more... )

I always seem to get sick right before a major event. The event in question this time is the Cradle Of Filth show on Wednesday. Hope I'm good by then. You definately should come cheer me up.

For some reason, I've actually been thinking about my ex quite a bit lately, and I've been thinking of emailing her, just for the hell of it. Just to catch up or whatever. I don't know...there are a couple of people I've lost touch with, and I feel guilty, but I had to take some time to sort things out. I actually know what I want for a change. So ( Read more... )

okay..stupid question time...

anyone know of any fun single chicks who might be interested on an aspiring game designer?

I got into a HUGE fight with my mom the other day, and she said some pretty nasty things. Now she's acting like nothing happened. I don't get why people so that...but I suppose there are some situations where there's just no good way of dealing with things. It's really to the point where I don't want to move with them. Not that I want to stay here ( Read more... )

How's the new Taking Back Sunday record?

Adult Swim just aired the last episode of Fullmetal Alchemist, and it was a pretty good finish. It's easily the best anime ever, and maybe the greatest television pragram ever as well! Hopefully there isn't much delay in releasing the 2 movies here. On to collecting all the DVD's now. They should look really sweet on my new widescreen HDTV I'll be ( Read more... )

I'm feeling very accomplished this week. I worked out a list of goals, and it's good. My life hasn't had much direction in the last year and that's got to change. I'm gonna try to make myself happy. Hopefully I can find someone to be happy with as well.