Time is never on our side.
Time is always on our side.
Time is a concept that I cannot grasp.

It's been a strange past few weeks. The introduction of alcohol back into my life has caused a numerous amount of the same problems it has in the past and a large amount of new ones that I'd prefer to never discuss. I'm almost wondering why I let a penis be ( Read more... )

TCCC is such an awesome job.
I never thought that caring for children could be so fun! It's such a day at the beach to tell a little kid to "please sit down and keep your hands to yourself" and have the kid actually listen. My first response after telling a child to do this was thinking to myself, "oh my god! you sat down and listened! and i didn't ( Read more... )

If there is one thing I've learned in the last year or so, it's that college living situations really fucking suck, especially when you're prat of the working world and the people/majority of people you live with aren't.
Also, if there's one thing I've learned about life, it's that I hate having friends and when I actually do let my guards down and ( Read more... )

i can't believe it's slaughterama again.
am i really going to go and wear the same goddamn hoodie and shorts i've worn the last 2 years?
that's almost possible.

it's funny how a little sunshine and new plant growth totally rejuvenated my love for life, spirits and general morale.
I think it's a safe to make the assumption that I'm completely a victim of seasonal depression. Even when I think it's a fair winter, in retrospect, winter always hits hard.
Anyway, I'm completely apathetic and tired of not having ( Read more... )

giant rice krispies are weirde
they are like corn pops on fucking honey acid
everythings going to be aok

i'm so tired of being told how bitter, cynical and defensive i am.
i'm also tired of people cracking jokes on me and telling me that i should be more like so and so because they aren't crazy or do this because it's normal.
if you grew up in a violent home situation where nobody EVER told you that you were okay the way you are, you'd be a fucking ( Read more... )

We walked quietly, hand in hand, breathing lightly to match the weight of our steps. Who was leading who was a mystery and we walked evenly to distrubte the effort of consideration. Our steps fell in unison, one after the other, and for a moment we both thought it quite possible lose our thought to the rhythmic dance of footsteps striking ( Read more... )

I find it really hard to still love cats when I'm surrounded by nine or so of them daily. If Lady is a behavioral exhibit of how I feel internally, she's doing a pretty amazing job of showing how I'm feeling. Out of control? Manic? Systematically destroying everything in her path? If I were able to, I'd stare down everyone that makes me mad while ( Read more... )

First of all, I'd like to state how absolutely horrifying/pathetic/hilarious it is that some bot/shitjournal found mine based on the fact i talked about psych drugs and posted comment directing me to a site where i can acquire them illegally.
Like I really quit Faison to become a prescription pill popper.
Oh, please.
Anyway, I have a few points to ( Read more... )