A few highlights from this week ( Read more... )

You know, I really am not into this anymore at all.

I am working at Faison, doing ABA for a boy at home and going back to school in Janurary.

This is not what I expected to be doing at 22 but I really fucking like it.

As usual, I'm sitting at home on a Saturday night bored out of my fucking skull and moping at my apparent lack of social skills. I'm dreading getting into a book and feeling like the least interesting person on the face of the planet for the rest of the evening, again, so I keep hoping some amount of energy will spark within me and I'll get up the ( Read more... )

I feel worthless.

WHY ARE PEOPLE AFRAID TO LOVE? WHY IS THE FUTURE SO SCARY?

Approach love and possibility with open arms.

So, i really didn't deserve to be met at the school doors, rudely handed my pay check and not even said goodbye to.

I am now jobless because, in all reality, I am far too stubborn to comply with things I perceive to be unethical so I'd rather leave than submit if I can no longer put up a fight. I'm a feisty bitch, youcan'tbringmedown ( Read more... )

you hold me down, you got me living in the past ( Read more... )

I often reflect back on all my former selves, divided by minuscule and momentous passing of time frames. From the militant, stubborn, unyielding perfectionist to the slobbering inebriated lost college student, to the holier than thou religious fanatic and the hardliner agnostic, there are few I am proud of and many that I shudder to think I ever ( Read more... )