It doesn't rain, it pours

[griffin_avery]

Today was going pretty well. I was in a great mood, my moms docotor appointment took less than a half hour. Then we passed a police escorted funeral procession like the one her father had in '97. May 12th will be the anniversary of my grandfathers death. It affected me tremendously and continues to do so. My vision is blurry and I'm getting a

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[xavier_reign]

Sometimes I wonder...think...you forgot who I was! Sometimes I feel a pain that you could never know...and...when I needed your shoulder to cry on...you were no where to be found last night...when I pondered life over death...when I pondered beating the shit out of my sister in a fit of rage...when I felt homelessness around the corner...when my fiancee's ring broke between 2 doors...but...I guess Im ok...I need no one to STAND TALL...and strong...Im already dead!

i understand

[crazi_babi69]

trust me girly i understand. when my dad died i wished so hard it was me not him. that he had more to live for. which at the time he did. i mean i still hear songs dat remind me of him some things ppl say. ppl bring shit up all the time without them realizing it. sometimes i'll just burst into tears. i mean it took me a year n like 8 days after his death to go into his house.. n then my sis miscarrying 2 times in 6 months wasn't helping matters any. i wish he were here to c us. to give us his famous "life advise" speeches. to watch his daughters grow up to become women.

Re: i understand

[griffin_avery]

Thank you Jess, I love you sweetie!!

Re: i understand

[crazi_babi69]

love ya too girly!!!